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Wednesday, October 20, 2004 Let me admit something: From today, I will not be my usual self anymore. I am really very sad. All because of a f***king maths results. I don't even know why I have to take that subject. What is 16/100? And 18/100 for D&T? I let everyone down. Especially God. Am I stupid? Am I an idiot? Am I a bastard? I think I'm worse that a bastard or an idiot. I HATE MYSELF! I feel like killing myself and instantly leave this world. If you think I'm playing a joke, I'm not. I don't even care that I got the highest for English or a high grade for Science. I don't care. I cannot take anymore of this. I don't want to make myself sad anymore. I don't want to go to school and hear results anymore. I know that my parents are going to be sad and I will hate myself for that. I don't know. I really don't know why I'm so stupid.
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