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Thursday, December 23, 2004 Just recovered from a mood swing after listening to one full CD of Praise and Worship from Hillsong United's "More Than Life". I mean, I don't know why I get these mood swings. Is it because of what happened just now? Or is it because the devil is always trying to make life difficult for me everytime when I reach out to friends. I was almost killed after reaching out to my friends during the Ulf Ekman service in SIS. I had a very terrible mood swing that almost led me to commit suicide last Thursday when trying to reach out for the Sentosa Outreach and today, I had a mood swing after my friend, who agreed to come for Christmas services at SIS, said that my church services are too scary. I mean if he wants to back out at the last moment, just say directly.
Am I being too sensitive? Am I overeacting? I don't know. It seems like when my depression attacks, I seem like a student from JAMS. No joke. I just can't control my feelings and emotions when I have depression attacks. It seems like that there's no human that I can trust with my feelings. Yep, not even my parents. They would ask me what for I have mood swings when I do not need to worry about anything. They just don't understand. HAIZ... aCKj
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